(broken words // 16.07.2017)
They say it takes 21 days to break a habit.
Today is day 9. And I first wanted to write that I still miss you so much, but the truth is that I missed you so much last night when I was a bit tipsy from wine, giggling over jokes the wonderful people surrounding me were making.
In the midst of being in awe of how I even got here and how I even got to know them
I thought of you.
And I took my phone and scrolled through my chats to find your name. It’s been 9 days but you’re still here.
I wanted to text you how much I’m missing you.
But I didn’t because I’m breaking the habit.
(But it’s just day 9.)